I fear sounding cliche. I fear people not understanding what I mean I fear the wrong words I fear anger I fear fire I fear proving myself incapable of something I fear the consequences of my fear I fear paralysis I fear praise
I fear a lot of things... mostly my own inadequacies and that people will find them out. I fear insanity/irreversible health issues. I fear driving at night. I fear that we will destroy the planet.
being lonely, misunderstood, and ostracized. I don't think i can live by myself, away from people, away from friends and a social milieu. and i fear heights!!!
I'm afraid of being alone. of becoming totally disconnected from the world around me. of going crazy. of loving. of being loved. a lot of cliche things. getting old
i'm afraid that when I grow old I won't know what happened to the years of my life. forgetting.
I fear being lonely, not taking risks, and what I fear the most I guess is realizing in ten years that I've made a huge mistake and don't like the place I'm in, the people I've surrounded myself with, or who I've let myself become.
I fear: Jellyfish Being chased by a person/people who want to hurt me. Illness Being the last one alive amongst friends and family. Being accidentally touched by strangers. Feeling the need to do bodily harm. My unexplainable emotions. Mediocrity
Ever since I was a child, it's always been death. I could stay up all night and never sleep a wink if I keep thinking about it. It was crippling as a kiddie. I remember being in grade 3 and just sitting in my bed thinking about dying. I still am not comfortable with it. It's one thing I wish I could get over.
I fear the death of my husband.He is a very sick man. I live with this day and night. Every day I wake and I am so grateful he is here with me. Another day I try to make better, doesn't always work. I have known and loved him since I was 15. The thought of being with out him terrifies me.
i fear going crazy. i fear that i have chosen the wrong bedfellows. i fear psychics reading my mind. i fear being lost in love. i fear being angry. i fear letting go.
I fear...fear itself.
ReplyDeleteI fear that I might miss out on living because of fearing.
ReplyDeletebiggest fear is not being loved, that my life may not matter, and that all this is all there is
ReplyDeleteI fear car accidents. And the deaths of my loved ones.
ReplyDeleteI fear sounding cliche.
ReplyDeleteI fear people not understanding what I mean
I fear the wrong words
I fear anger
I fear fire
I fear proving myself incapable of something
I fear the consequences of my fear
I fear paralysis
I fear praise
loneliness. and failure (and missing out on life experiences because i'm so terrified of failing at whatever it happens to be).
ReplyDeleteThat there isn't anything wrong with me, that I have nothing and no one to blame, that my unhappiness is my own fault.
ReplyDeleteBeing dismissed and mocked
ReplyDeleteI fear a lot of things... mostly my own inadequacies and that people will find them out. I fear insanity/irreversible health issues. I fear driving at night. I fear that we will destroy the planet.
ReplyDeleteI fear death. Having gone through the death of a loved one, I still have not come to terms with it. It terrifies me.
ReplyDeleteI'm afraid of the dark.
ReplyDeleteI'm afraid of the heartbreaks.
I fear the meaning of words, and implication, and silence.
ReplyDeleteI was afraid you wouldn't befriend me and I would not be able to see how very creative you are, Dear One!
ReplyDeletei fear something bad happening to my loved ones, especially my kids.
ReplyDeleteloneliness
ReplyDeletebeing lonely, misunderstood, and ostracized. I don't think i can live by myself, away from people, away from friends and a social milieu. and i fear heights!!!
ReplyDeleteRunning out of time...and Bob Dylan making a come back...bless his heart.
ReplyDeleteI'm afraid of being alone. of becoming totally disconnected from the world around me. of going crazy. of loving. of being loved. a lot of cliche things. getting old
ReplyDeletei'm afraid that when I grow old I won't know what happened to the years of my life. forgetting.
I fear being lonely, not taking risks, and what I fear the most I guess is realizing in ten years that I've made a huge mistake and don't like the place I'm in, the people I've surrounded myself with, or who I've let myself become.
ReplyDelete-Kierran Petersen
sorry about the end of the day and reading all the entries - but there I am. Tonight I'm with Tom Hendrickson's fears as closest to my own.
ReplyDeletebeing homeless
ReplyDeleteThat I wasted $30,000 on an MFA.
ReplyDeleteOh, and death.
I'm serious!
I fear failing.
ReplyDeletedeath
ReplyDeleteFailure
ReplyDeleteBeing yelled at. Being real.
ReplyDeleteI fear:
ReplyDeleteJellyfish
Being chased by a person/people who want to hurt me.
Illness
Being the last one alive amongst friends and family.
Being accidentally touched by strangers.
Feeling the need to do bodily harm.
My unexplainable emotions.
Mediocrity
Ever since I was a child, it's always been death. I could stay up all night and never sleep a wink if I keep thinking about it. It was crippling as a kiddie. I remember being in grade 3 and just sitting in my bed thinking about dying. I still am not comfortable with it. It's one thing I wish I could get over.
ReplyDeleteFailure and Judgements
ReplyDeleteliving a meaningless life ... discovering that everything I believe in is a delusion ... being incapacitated by depression ... failing.
ReplyDeleteI fear never hearing the words, "Well done, good and faithful servant."
ReplyDeleteI fear the death of my husband.He is a very sick man. I live with this day and night. Every day I wake and I am so grateful he is here with me. Another day I try to make better, doesn't always work. I have known and loved him since I was 15. The thought of being with out him terrifies me.
ReplyDeletei fear going crazy. i fear that i have chosen the wrong bedfellows. i fear psychics reading my mind. i fear being lost in love. i fear being angry. i fear letting go.
ReplyDeleteThe return of panic attacks (not likely thanks to paxil) and being alone.
ReplyDeleteI fear apathy.
ReplyDeleteFish.
ReplyDeleteliving forever.
ReplyDeleteloneliness.
feeling empty.
blending in.
being in school FOREVER.
dark/the unknown.
high heels.
the colour purple!!!!!!
I fear really bad decisions, my own and others
ReplyDeleteRight wing conservatives
ReplyDeletenothing + everything.
ReplyDeleteBeing alone when I am old and dying alone.
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